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I posted this in Learners, Leaders and relationships on FaceBook in July. I am copying it here as I recall how to use this blogging software again.

I want to share this and some other Maxwell maxims with our Church Council. We are always working on developing more leadership.

“The better leader you are, the better leaders you will attract.” ~ John C Maxwell

Like attracts like is a basic principle of life. Others also say that birds of a feather flock together. If you want to play with leaders at a certain level, you need to raise your game to match theirs. A leader who’s a 7 on a scale of 1-10, will not be attracted to a leader who’s a 5.

The same is true that a leader who’s a 9 cannot be attracted to a leader who’s a 7. The onus is on you to develop your leadership capacity.

I hope to start adding to my poetry each week, and also I am going to be adding a section about my experience with Kidney Failure and pursuing a Kidney transplant.

I will try posting this now.

Fingers crossed.

Children and Neighbors


In March 2014, I was writing more regularly, and then I saw this image as a neighbor approached. I love this poem but have struggled to set it to music that suited me. I am compromising here.

Here is the original poem with one slight change.

                                In Serving

In this neighbor, new and newly embraced,
He comes to me.
Found in ways newly dreamed,
He embraces me and him,
and we walk together, and
He is apace with us.
God’s goodness is there with us,
each step of the way.
We seek to be like Him,
fearing what we may be,
and desirous of walking the path.
Blessed, we meet the Christ.
It is in that walk, skipping and stumbling
with the child, that we embrace and are embraced.
We are here blessed.

(c) Tom Bolton, approaching a place, 11 March 2014

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On Mark 9:37
36-37 He put a child in the middle of the room. Then, cradling the little one in his arms, he said, “Whoever embraces one of these children as I do embraces me, and far more than me—God who sent me.”

The Message (MSG)

This version of the song repeats it twice, which I like, but I also have a shorter version with a male tenor as the lead singer.

When you come to the music ap, you need not create an account but please click the play button after you get there by clicking the link.

https://suno.com/s/NV7As1QBCJ5UWLG2

No Shame


I wrote this poem in 2014, and I had forgotten it. But I reread it recently, and decided to set it to music with a male tenor voice. I really loved the outcome of this one. It is outside of my normal themes, but it really captured my thoughts as I was pondering Mark’s Gospel, and my own thoughts about suffering. I think I was recovering from cancer surgery when I wrote this. But I know I was focused on understanding suffering.

Here is a link to the song. https://suno.com/s/Os5vRRCglb9U7LCv

Sometimes, repentance is hardest when we are too focused on the sin and not on restoration.

I am again thinking about, and writing about, my faith.   Mark 9:24 was the text for worship shortly after I wrote this poem, based on the very famous Scripture in Mark 9, after I had written this in 2012.


Recently I have been thinking about setting some of my poems to music. A blogging friend of mine has been using an ap to create music for some of his poetry, and so I began to think about trying that. This last Thursday, I tried it with an unpaid, far-from-premium version of the SUNO application. I need to learn a lot. But I did really like one of the suggestions for my poem about faith. Presented here is my original poem with one small change. Then there is a link to the ap-designed song. That song does not reflect my small recent change. But it is a good prototype of using the application. I hope to try more with it later this year.

Hand in Hand

My Faith, fragile, Help my Faith

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I believe, I believe, I believe,
I believe, and yet:
Help my unbelief today and yesterday and all this week and forever.
How can it be?
Redeemed and healed, I am often filled with joy,
And yet,
Where does this unbelief come from? Where was it hidden?
Was it hidden at all?
When this faith becomes doubtful of itself,
it stands in temptation again,
as it was in the beginning, in the edge of the garden.
Fragile in our faith, we are sorely tested
each day.
But we have not been saved by our faith. Faith completes us.

It was
God’s love—his grace—in Jesus that saves us.
It is our faith that takes us there to gaze on Jesus,
To grab hold of His grace, His forgiveness, His empowerment;
Lord, I ride my faith to return to your power.
My faith is in a great, great God. 
Yet my faith can be so small;
Help me Lord.

© Tom Bolton, December 12, 2012, Milwaukee

Here is the link to the artificially-created music:

https://suno.com/s/09wV59SaxlWRnDml

REPAIR: Restoring My Blog and Personal Well-Being


I’ve been working on repairing my health and strength. I’ve been working on repairing my confidence and activity-level. I’ve been repairing my out-of-date plans. And now, I start repairing my old blog site.

I am hopeful.

Since I last posted this blog regularly, I went through a period where my autonomic nervous system was impaired. I had kidney failure and dialysis—in home and in a center. I received a new kidney, donated by a wonderful woman in New Mexico. I developed my belief system better and worked to build stronger faith practices. Through it all, I have been blessed by God. I have two beautiful granddaughters now. My children are well and strong adults. They are righteous. My wife, my best friend of over 50 years, is still by my side, making me happy each day. And I am happy to be back with you.

Tom