Transfigured


Reflecting on Matt 7: 1-13 and Luke 9: 28-36

Passing Through the Cloud

I too hiked up that mountain, following the master,
and I stayed just outside of that thick cloud for too long.
I listened and I was assured.
The father told me to listen.
[Some days it is hard to just listen.
I can’t listen;
 words come out of my own mouth too fast.]  tranf3
Eight years I journeyed from the first words,
and I rejoiced at the mountain.
Here I am Lord; speak only to me.
In the dazzling white, I came to listen.
Moses and Elijah guide me some ways,
But Jesus speaks when I am awake.
Some days I am so afraid in the cloud.
 Still, let me enter the cloud each day.
I stay silent and listen.
 Let me be prepared. Teach me lord.
 I would still be prepared to tell the story!
Here on this Holy ground, I learn,
I listen.
For these moments alone with Jesus, I yearn
to hear him clearly.
On holy ground, I prepare to listen,
I prepare as a disciple.
Some days, I remember to keep silent,
to listen,
preparing to speak his lessons.
On the mountain paths, I become
aware,
gazing on mountain laurel, pink and white,
and on blue-green mosses.
I squint my eyes, and I listen.
I listen.
Today we, disciples, listen,
and we prepare for new Easters,
 On that mountain, I listen, prepare.

(c) Tom Bolton, February 2, 2013, West Allis

I love the words from our 2013 Confirmands that were recorded their first time through the Scripture as they started to prepare the lesson.  Some of their initial comments became this prayer:

Good and gracious God, we give you thanks and praise for the good news we receive in this Gospel account: that we are invited to join Jesus on holy ground; that we see your glory in Jesus;  that we receive direction from you in the cloud; that you speak;  that when everyone else is gone, Jesus remains and gives us hope. Meet us in our worship, that all we are and do and speak   in faithfulness to Jesus will be to your glory.    Amen.

Posted in Poetry, Reflecting on Scripture | Tagged , , | 2 Comments

A Joyful Day


I’m still recovering from surgery and a bit tired yet, so I am sharing a poem from October 2013 today. I hope to be up writing again soon.

MH910221086

                      Laments and Joy
And in this day we still complain just as our ancestors did,
and we gossip as much as any,
and some days our community seems deserted.
Bitterly we cry and complain.
When comfort is offered, we are looking away.
We turn away.
Even in the sanctuary, we moan.
Even in the narthex, we complain.
In fellowship hall, we speak harshly these days.
In righteous community, we rebel.
God forgives.
He hears the pain, overlooks the groans.
Cry out when you can;
He hears.
He forgives.
He blesses.
Joy in the Word.
Joy to the World.

(c) Tom Bolton, 31 October 2013, Milwaukee

Posted in Poetry | Tagged | Leave a comment

Free


In days past, I contemplated Psalm 119.

040_01_0121_BSTD

Freedom Walk

Freely I embraced your blessings, Lord, and finally I find your promises in me.
And firmly I find in You the answer to those who taunt me here, and
Fully I trust, grab tight to your word.
Freely I find hope in your truth, Holy One;
Freely I trust in your word–it is so.
Following your teaching forever and forever, I obey.
Freely I will walk where I wish, freely following you, fresh-found mentor-friend,
For I sought out your free guidance, and you favored me.
Forthright let me speak your fresh word freely, and
Feel free and brave with bosses and family.
Joyful in your word, blessed!
Joyful in God’s word!
Fully I meditate, and open my hands, offered freely in prayer,
Fully I meditate; not my will, but yours, I freely offer.

(c) Tom Bolton, Tippecanoe, February 2012

Posted in Poetry, Reflecting on Scripture | Tagged , | Leave a comment

Praying


I wrote this poem and prayer in 2012.

 Prayerful

In the morning sunshine, with waves advancing
Near my feet, near my soul,
Soothing voice deep within my spirit,
I listen.
Listening to that still, powerful voice,
Each word touches me
Now, as I invite into me the words and the Spirit.
Calmly, I follow, and cease wrestling.
Elevate me from this place; place me where you will.

(c) Tom Bolton, August 5, 2012, Janesville, WI

Posted in Disciplines, Poetry, Reflecting on Scripture | Tagged | Leave a comment

Jubilation Day


I am again posting stanzas from my meditation on Psalm 119. I wrote this in early 2012.

WORD

I. In Judgement, Knowing

Jubilation! I know how you treat me!
As you promised, you treat me just so.
Judgement and knowledge are in your word,
and you teach me each day, because I see
your commandments as jewels.
Just then, again I thought I might wander
away from you again, but I know that in suffering, I yearned again
to hold onto your word.
Joy in the Word, Blessed!
Joy in your word! Teach me.
Judged by haughty and self-righteous hedonists,
I am defamed some days, but I do best when I set these things far away and
obey what you put before me.
Jaundiced and cold, calloused really,
they don’t see me, and miss you, Lord,
but I am happy again, enriched by your word.
Joyful in the word, blessed!
Once I suffered and I learned from you:
Joy and Hope!
Judged by the measures of this fanciful society,
your words fill me more than any
Jeopardy winnings. You are my prize.

(C) 2012 Tom Bolton, Milwaukee

Re-blogged

I am having surgery at 12:30 on Thursday, and will re-post some blogs the next few days.

Posted in Poetry, Reflecting on Scripture | Tagged , | Leave a comment

Preparing for Surgery


Today, I am preparing for surgery to have a tumor removed from my right kidney.  I have been blessed that it was found early, and I have a top-notch surgeon.  I am doubly blessed that many friends and members of Christ’s body have been praying for me.  I believe in the power of prayer.

Here are a few thoughts that percolate in my mind as I prepare for my 12:30 pm surgery:

I am thankful that I have a wonderful wife who supports me and looks out for me;

I am feeling like somewhat of a burden to family today;

I am worried about being out of control:  As often as I have tried to turn over control of my life to God, I have a really hard time being out of control; I don’t fear death, but I do fear the idea of having no control while I’m laying in the hospital;

I feel weak today;

I hate anesthesia and worry about it;

I am contemplating hearing voices while I am under anesthesia this day:  Will it open me to new voices?  For some reason this has been on my mind for the past month:

Can I be a good patient?

How soon can I return to work?

Can I turn over control and discernment and return to daily life when it is best to do it?

Light Streaming Through the Crown of a Tree

My blog will present mostly reruns this next week, and a few poems that I have written in April.  I seek your prayers.  I do believe in prayer.   –Tom

Posted in About Tom | Tagged , | 1 Comment

Reveal These Things


Reflecting on Deuteronomy 29:29

      Reveal These Things

I know that I don’t know, and
When I do know, I learn just
How much I do not know!
But I wish that I might know!
Show me you who are.
At the edge I know some things,
and I peer in to know more.
Again I wish to listen and be open, to
Know more.
In these struggles,
seeking to know God,
We each struggle to see our purpose.
Reveal these things!
Constrain me not by what I seek,
But reveal to me what is your will.
Know me!
You know my way!
Reveal these things.
I may yet listen quietly.
Reveal these things!

(c) Tom Bolton, Milwaukee, 29 April 2014

Deuteronomy 29:29

New English Translation (NET)

 Secret things belong to the Lord our God, but those that are revealed belong to us and our descendants forever, so that we might obey all the words of this law.

Posted in Poetry, Reflecting on Scripture | Tagged , | Leave a comment